I have been talking to myself a lot, both the inner child, and the adult me. I have a kinder voice it seems.
I did write the note to my friend. It was coldly received. I got cold response. She is not ready to discuss, or
hear me as I would like. So I respect the boundaries. I am going to work on it with myself right now. Yes, it
hurts. But it's good to know, I'm here.