I have a friend who I have known since I was born - I know totally cool right? How many of us can say we've known friends our whole lives? I think it's neat. Well she's super sweet, quirky, funny, nice and she says this word - that just - it really sums up my situation - and - well my blog right now. She says it - when things aren't "exactly" organized - but your heart is in the right place - the situation/project/life experience can be a little - chucklabuckla. Now I don't know if it's her made up word. It might be a word. Hey, if you know it - please - let me know. I'm not trying to say it's "her word". It might be Yiddish. One day I'll ask her. I just know, in my mind, it's her word, because when I or anyone in my family says it - we all think of her.
I'm spinning a lot of plates right now. Not real plates. Oh wow - I'm clutzy. If I would be spinning plates, I would be cleaning a lot of broken glass. Getting off track here. Stay focused Rebecca. Okay - first and foremost - is my attention to my son. He is starting a lot of new classes, he's trying new things - and I need to be there for him. I want to guide him, direct him, support him and watch him fly with his amazing self. Then there's the house. I have a lot of organizing to do in this house. However, after countless tries at it - just moving things around because nothing would fit in the garage - yep - I went in the garage. I started two days ago and I'm still going at it. It's a lot. I'm also trying to work on my website, my blogs and podcast. I did do a few podcasts over the weekend. I was thinking to just record and publish willy nilly - about different subjects. But I can't figure out the buttons yet. I've recorded 5 and they all went on the same episode. But that's ok. I'm going to publish them. Have a listen. I'm trying new things - figuring out what works.
All right - so here are the podcasts.
I still have a couple more products to try from Botanic Organic. I'm still using the other ones that I mentioned before and I still love them! It's getting hard to decide which ones to buy. I really want to purchase all of them - but - well - we'll see. I still have more of the samples. Right now? My favorites are the cleansing oil, the cleansing spray, the nutrient mist and serum. Oh dangit. I love the daily moisturizer and the night cream too. Oh heck - I like them all. They make my face feel pampered and loved.
I haven't looked through any more of my clothes, or taken selfies. I've been in the garage for two days - with dusts and battling mosquitos - so I haven't been looking sparkly.
You know what, fuck it. Ooops, yeah, I cursed. Come on - if you haven't read Mental Girl - then I guess it's time for you to know - I curse - like a sailor at times. It feels good. It's a release. I've toned it down A LOT. I don't think I've cursed in most of my blogs. But it's been rising to the surface. I just need to release an f-bomb. I'm not mad at all. I'm actually feeling pretty good about myself. I'm getting a lot of work done - I'm facing my shit - I'm facing things I need to do - and guess what? I took a selfie. No makeup. No fussing. One shot. Okay, I took two pictures - but this was the first picture I took. I'm wearing one of my favorite fall colors - burnt orange. I love it. I took out a long sleeve shirt and went for my walk this morning. It's still not long sleeve shirt weather - it looks like it is. It was overcast this morning. But it's still warm. But I didn't care. I needed that fall feeling. So here I am!
I didn't even play with my app. It's funny, I can see a reflection of this picture in the glass behind me.
Okay - all systems go! I'm going to finish my coffee and get back out into that garage. Lots to do!
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