Today's podcast was called Moving Forward.
Here it is:
Dangnabbit, I didn't get any blog work done this morning, so this is all late. Better late than never?
This morning I set out thinking about moving forward. I'm scared a little. I've been doing really well, for the most part, but I feel just a teeny tiny bit stagnant. I'm wanting something. What is it?
I want to continue with the blog, continue healing of course, and most important to keep setting my course forward - to have better communication and clarity with my family and friends . Forward!
So why am I a little scared?
Well, moving forward means digging a little deeper, pushing myself a little more, facing stuff, dealing with stuff, communicating more, accepting myself, and working on the things about myself (whisper: wooosh my temper, impatience, frustration and need for control) that I'm not too fond of and would like to work on.
I sent out some emails this weekend to makeup and skin care product companies. I was hoping to get some free samples to try out. So far, companies don't give out free samples. You can buy sample kits. But no freebies.
A little disappointing. But...okay.
I'm learning to speak out a little more when I'm upset. That's scary. I'm trying not to bite and react too quickly, snapping at my family. I trust them, so I let it out a little too much with them. But, I have an internal temper for the most part. I turn on myself. It's not good. My temper shouldn't be turned on anyone.
Work in progress. Moving forward.
So let's check out the selfie I posted. It's okay. It's not perfect. I look like I have long rubbery arms. Hey...not nice. I ended up adding a fun app to my phone which perks up a picture. So I played a little. I added a little glow and some fun blue polka dots.
I was having a good time walking this morning. There was so much see. So many beautiful landscaped gardens. I was trying to appreciate them instead of spending too much feeling jealous that I haven't made our yard look nice.
Note to self: All in good time.
All right.....this is a quick blog. I just wanted to touch base with you all.
More to come.....because....I'm moving forward.