I'm working through the nervous nellies. Is that what I call them? I don't know. I'm anxious.
I am seeing a new doctor today. I need a physical. But I really REALLY liked my old doctor,who retired. How dare he! He was great. He was funny, lighthearted and he knew me. He got me.
I hope this one is the same way.
I did a podcast about my feelings this morning.
I actually was more nervous at the beginning of the week than I am now. Which is good. I guess because now it's reality time.
I've done some work this week and built my confidence up. I just hope that confidence walks in the room with me when I meet him. I am 50 now, sometimes I forget to bring stuff with me.
I have found it is REALLY important for me to set boundaries, be as open and honest as I can be about who I am. I mean, sometimes, it is not worth it with certain people. Those types, I walk away.
But for the ones in my life, either close, friends or...doctors....I want to feel I can remain me.
So.....here I go. I'm taking a lot of deep breaths.
Thanks for being here.
Thanks for being supportive.
Thanks for being.....YOU.